fabulously lazy.

Fri, 25 Dec 2009 02:39:01 GMT

Merry jolly times!

With a little less than five hours of sleep, I'm wishing everyone, as it says, merry holidays and I hope you're putting your (Christmas) balls into it this year. ♥

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 10:35:00 GMT

Stuff.

Last night = funtastically awesome! It wrapped up the pre-Christmas parties well, for effing shiz. Funny thing though. When I got home, I slept right away then woke up three hours later. And then I couldn't go back to sleep. I stayed up for about an hour, just thinking and wondering why my mouth felt so weird (for those who know about the happenings of last night: I highly doubt it was from, y'know, that HAHA).

But yeah, last night got me thinking of some stuff. Hmm, you know, stuff.

...

I went shopping-ish today. I bought more than my sister for once. I also went out in a skirt. OMFGGGIt was actually okay. Two more days. O:

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 06:31:57 GMT

It's been parties everyday for me since Friday with the exception of Saturday.

I've got to say that the Block P-arty was quite a success despite the necessary need to regroup our convoy of seven cars a few times before getting to Keesha's WOWZOMG house in Antipolo. I regret not swimming and not staying long enough to enjoy social lubrication (sounds funny, HAHA) with my blockmates. I think I missed a lot of ~~scandalous~~ stuff, lol.

The ARPT events were okay. Just okay. Someone got drunk Friday night and that someone wasn't me. HA HA HA, ~~bitch~~. Bacardi 151 and Everclear were present on both nights. My drink spilled on my shorts so it looked like I peed myself and I had to play the talong/eggplant game with Garin-gan. I broke the eggplant by the way. Oh yes, I'm aggressive but, oh, the fucked up torture.

Yesterday was the best because about 20 of us showed up at the 4D reunion even if it was super last minute planning and that's a great number if it's us. We watched Cruel Intentions (Ryan Phillippe, mrowr), ate, drank (4Drinking for real some other time: "never happened before, should happen soon" :>), and made kwento about college. We really should get together at least three times a year. I missed you guys so much. I'm excited for March! ♥ x infinity

They've all been fun and will be recalled as good times for surely with such awesome awesome people. Tonight's my last pre-Christmas party with friends. And hopefully, it'll wrap up the almost daily get-togethers I've been attending very well.

I still don't know what I want for Christmas... It's so insanely close. Three more days. o:

Fri, 18 Dec 2009 01:27:54 GMT

Hello, LJ. I've been stopping myself from updating you because of necessary nappage and shitty school work but I'm freeee now. Christmas break had come a bit early for me; all of today's teacher's gave us free cut. Bless their Christmas spirits.

I was thinking of putting up a wish list. Not today but possibly tomorrow? Then again, as I mentioned before, I don't know what I want. Well, I know I want this break to be fun, for a 4D Christmas reunion, and not to get fat. But if you were to ask me what you can get me with money or with some other means, I'd say anything, ~~the money~~, or nothing.

Mid-afternoon and tonight's going to be busy. Despite the freedom from all things school-related, today's our required block party and I'm hopping to the Siy's for a house warming after. I think I'll be getting a hair cut too (watch out, DailyBooth!).

... I still don't know how I managed to wake up an hour and a half ago without an alarm. Oh well. Seven more days. :3

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Recently (either last last night or yesterday afternoon but definitely not last night), I had the oddest dream, set in Lit class. A physical distraction was keeping me from listening to an important discussion. The weird part was the question I was asked by said distraction.

I didn't answer the question in my dream. I just said "Not now", since I wanted to listen to Doply talk about whatever she was talking about. Thinking about it now, I would have said yes (in reality) but maybe my first answer was right. Not now but in the long run, a yes could come up from both sides.

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 10:48:31 GMT

My baby's bottom looks like it's opening up.

Yes, my baby Adamo. I brought it to school today and I'm just noticing now that the under part could be loose. I'm hoping dad would say it's a minor thing and that he'll be able to fix it. If not, at least get the Dell people in Eastwood to do something about it. And if not that either, there's sending it back to the States which I'm really hoping isn't needed. I'm going to die without it, no shit.

Today was better than expected. It's not as if I expected much from today anyway. But, yes, a good day nonetheless. I boo tomorrow's half day of talks... Boo.

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I've noticed Christmas lists are being posted. I don't know what I want, not really. I don't know if I'm even giving gifts this year... Maybe just for a selected few. Eighteen more days. :3

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 07:43:05 GMT

And all the world is calm.

I had a five-hour break yesterday that was spent in the range at first, then on to Katipunan. I'm bored of writing my Math notes, so:

Since I knew about the Katipunan tambayan beforehand, I decided to train for an hour, my usual. I like training in the morning because no one's really there ~~to judge my shots~~. I was with Jiggs and Vince though who made me tagabantay ng range (for the first time ever!). I was alone for ten minutes trying to figure out how to plug my phone into the speakers until Carl and other people arrived. They were playing music from Lapus' iPod, sad and sentimental (Sorry, Carl. I didn't mean to diminish your manliness even more. HAHA).

Jessie and I walked to Cantina to meet up with Enrique. Cantina again, you ask? Why, yes, another pitcher of zombie among three people. In the late morning. During school hours. Twice in one week (NOTE: I am not an alcoholic). We watched the latest HIMYM episode for Jessie's sake, and played with Enrique's photobooth and iTunes.

Enrique drove us to Yellow Cab but when we got there, there wasn't a single R35er inside. So we walked back to Ateneo and found out that people were just about to leave for Fidea's. The going and coming meant squishing in Cuayo's car. The during was filled with Hot Banana. And ending with almost the whole class coming to Lit late, oops.

Yesterday was a good day, all in all. Hopefully, tomorrow's CVAC will be too. :)

Wed, 18 Nov 2009 11:26:57 GMT

I didn't nap this afternoon so I'm sleepy as hell. My headache from Cantina-ing has gone but I honestly wouldn't mind having a drink in the late morning or during school hours again, Gatb. c:

... And that was pretty much the highlight of my day.

It's funny how I'd ask someone how their life's going and they'd have something to share. I, on the other hand, have no real answer to my own default awkward/silent moment icebreaker.

(Have I told you that John Mayer has finally made it to teh sexxs? Yes, I love him and not just the music. ♥)

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 15:17:37 GMT

"Half of my heart's got you"
(Because I can't keep/stop loving you)
... John Mayer, what are you trying to tell me?

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 15:10:43 GMT

"Boring" pretty much describes my typical Friday night and my entire sembreak when I'm not eating, watching or sleeping. Hmmm, Hong Kong was okay; the same. And I have not accomplished anything I planned to do this break (rewrite first sem notes, read Dog In The Night-Time, and start playing World Of Goo) ~~because I'm Charley; I'm lazy~~. Second sem starts in a couple of days so whatever, I guess.

Happy birthday fistfuloftheory ♥

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 16:37:02 GMT

I've been doing the same thing since sembeak started: (not in order) playing Plants vs. Zombies/Solitaire, refreshing pages, catching up on shows, and eating. I've been so bored and I suprisingly haven't napped all week.

But five days ago, I went to Nina's house and bummed there instead of here along with Enrique, Ken and Santi. And four days ago, I had some fun fun swimming with Julius, Mica, Ordy, Nina, Katria, and John. It was my first time to swim in our own pool and it was the first full unboring day of sembreak I've had so far. Enrique, Jessie, Ken, Santi and Francis dropped by and sat around for like an hour or so. Even if I got really tired after, I wouldn't mind another one of these. Maybe when I get back (?) :3

Anyway, I'm supposed to be ready to go to the airport by 6am later since our flight's at 9am but at this time, I'm wondering if I should even sleep. Yes, we're going to Hong Kong AGAIN. I'm so tired of all the eating, the supposed shopping, and the eating. It's all the same boring blah (and homg my dad's not bringing a laptop, huuu). The only good thing, I guess, is that we'll be back by late Tuesday night/Wednesday morning. Send me a texty text though! 8)

(I know I'm not supposed to but I miss you more than I should. Even after what you did, I don't know why I still do. I never thought I'd hang on for so long but you've somehow found a way to break me again and get me melting so easily with the little things ~~that probably mean nothing~~... ♥?)

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 16:22:14 GMT

(Two couple-y things that make my heart melt and/or die:
HHWW and headbutts of love ♥)

"But I'm willing to be
The one that you put on a pedestal,
The one that you see in your dreams,
The one that you hide your true self from,
The one you want to please"
I've been on and off for a week and four days. Emo lonely sadness.

(I didn't make a playlist but I would've called it 'Love songs for no one' or something, ahaha. And, you of all people should've known that it was a big deal. Just when I thought I could --- again

... Fuck, I kind of am anyway.)

Thu, 08 Oct 2009 08:43:04 GMT

Some isms.

"...I really hope he fell in a puddle" (Hint: plastic briefcase)
"I didn't realize I was so black today" (Hint: emo)
"Why are your boobs small today?" (Hint: sex)
"My name's Julian" (Hint: Master/Cheepy)
"CANDY!" (Hint, not: the Korean Candy Man aka Sim gave me my first godfather candy 8D)
"I need new friends..." (Hint: XOXO)
"Damn it. OOPS." (Hint: nuns)
"Only love can break your heart" or "Love brings heartbreak" (Hint: icon or walking with support)

(Hints are for me so I'd remember when I look back at this)

You's.

Dear you, go for it.
Dear you, stop feeling desperate. You won't die alone.
Dear you, go for it because no one really cares about the difference in your religions.
Dear Dane, stop looking for me when you're at the range because I will pop a fucking pellet in your head, you fucking creep.

...

Use Somebody and She Will Be Loved... my songs. Maybe I'll make a playlist.

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 14:29:46 GMT

Living just to find emotion ♥

~~Graduated High School~~.
~~Kissed someone~~.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
~~Collected something really stupid~~.
~~Gone to a rock concert~~.
~~Helped someone~~.
Gone fishing.
Spun turn tables.
~~Watched four movies in one night~~.
~~Gone long periods of time without sleep~~.
~~Lied to someone~~.
Been dumped. (Not in a real way...?)
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class. (Hopefully not this sem, y'know Math 11, or ever :\)
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
~~Taken a college level course~~.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
~~Been to a funeral~~.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
~~Cried yourself to sleep~~.
~~Spent over $200 in one day (about P10,000)~~.
~~Flown on a plane~~.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
~~Cut yourself~~.
~~Had a best friend~~.
~~Lost someone you loved~~.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Had detention.
~~Skipped school~~.
~~Got in trouble for something you didn’t do~~.
Stolen books from the library
~~Gone to a different country~~.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
~~Watched the "Harry Potter" movies~~.
~~Had an online diary~~.
~~Fired a gun~~.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
~~Been in a school play~~.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
~~Gone to Sea World~~.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American/Australian Idol.
~~Written poetry~~.
Read more than 20 books a year.
~~Gone to Europe~~.
~~Loved someone you couldn’t have~~.
Wondered about your sexuality.
~~Used a coloring book over age 12~~.
~~Had surgery~~. (In my mouth, ew ._.)
~~Had stitches~~.
~~Taken a taxi~~.
~~Seen the Washington Monument~~.
~~Had more than 5 IM's/online conversations going at once~~.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
~~Had a hamster~~.
Petted a wild animal.
~~Used a credit card~~.
Gone surfing in California.
Did "spirit day" at school.
~~Dyed your hair~~.
Got a tattoo.
~~Had something pierced~~.
Got straight A's.
~~Been on the Honor Roll~~. (In like grade school. I gots dumberer!)
Your parents sent you to a shrink.
Been handcuffed.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
~~Taken pictures with a webcam~~.
Started a fire.
Had a party while your parents weren’t home.
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 08:21:25 GMT

I strongly believe I have no purpose.

When I finally get the chance to help, it looks like I'm not needed anyway. I wanted to go to Poveda but they said there's nothing much to do there. I just came from Ateneo to find out that there's a hell lot of people already helping out, especially because it's the afternoon (which is why I wanted to go in the morning, big sister, ugh). And, now you say Poveda needs volunteers?

I might as well just give up.

Spending an hour and a half in the range, watching the hustle and bustle of the congested covered courts made me feel worse. Because even if I did go in and help, it's not as if I could have done more than I wanted to.

So thanks, world. I still feel guilty for not having done anything tangible in all of this. Thanks for making me feel useless and hollow inside.

Sun, 27 Sep 2009 15:22:00 GMT

"THIS TROPICAL STORM IS THE NASTIEST SKANK BITCH I'VE EVER MET. DO NOT TRUST HIM. HE IS A FUGLY SLUT." - Ondoy, You Fucking Asshole

I've heard that Ketsana or Ondoy has been compared to Milenyo and even Hurricane Katrina; it's Titanic-like in winds, rainfall, and damage.

I know it's selfish but I've been trying to think of our Lit presentation, both of my English homeworks and other requirements but the thing is I haven't been able to focus on any of them with what's been going on. It's hard when you actually know people who have been affected and specially those who you haven't heard from since it all started.

... I guess I'm thankful.

I'm thankful, that if ever my family were affected, for a three-storey house. I'm thankful that only a part of the main street was flooded and that the outside of our village wasn't as bad as the rest. I'm thankful that even if we were still in our old house, we'd only have a brownout and numerous leaks coming from the ceiling. I'm thankful that almost everyone I know is doing okay, especially for those whose first floors, cars, or everything have gone under. I'm thankful that everyone is doing what they can to help the victims of our country's latest calamity.

Knowing all of this doesn't change what's going through my mind at the moment which is practically nothing but confusion and shock. As much as I want to donate what I can, go to Poveda/Ateneo to help, or pretty much do something... anything, it feels like my brain has been defibrillated. The pictures, the videos, the stories, the evidence is just so overwhelming. It makes me feel so useless. Oh, and breaking news from CNN and BBC c/o DJ, another typhoon is coming.

I quote Pob and agree that "it feels like the end of the world and I'm here on this laptop, chatting online, wtf". It's as though the 2012 Phenomenon is true and it decided to come early... I can't believe this is happening. Hasn't the Philippines gone through enough? ~~Are we just going to drown~~? When will it end? ♥

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 17:22:59 GMT

09.09.09
(I am reminded so much of our batch cheer c:)

I like you.
I think you're hot.
Well, I think I like you?
But, maybe, I just like you?

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"Hey, you know, this could be something..." ♥
Emo month is a good reason to unleash your inner emo.
Or just be emo-er than usual.

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 05:55:14 GMT

Ptoink doink toink.

I like being oblivious to the world, especially to all its annoyances. I love how I can hear each instrument and focus on one per play. I love the vocals and backing. The guitars, drums, keyboard, and bass.

This is headphoning/earphoning/listening to music to me ~~and I'm pretty sure I wrote the same thing for my first Music homework in third year~~ forever.

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I've been looking for someone like you...

Wed, 02 Sep 2009 14:17:49 GMT

So I'm not really busy tonight; just the usual Wednesday night lab report to do. I do meme now.

Tagged by Raim on Facebook.

Enter the letter into the search box and answer the questions truthfully about first name that appears.

A. Abi Prieto
01. Do you love this person? Mhmm.
02. Is this person your enemy? Of course not.
03. Would you kiss this person? Ahm, k?

B. Aika Beltran
01. What do you really think of this person? Arunno, she's okay. :P
02. What's their favorite color? Again, no clue.
03. Ever danced with them? Noooo. ._.

C. Alexa Cancio
01. Do you have a crush on this person? Hmmmaybe, HAHA. Toodieeee! ♥
02. Did this person have a crush on you? I don't know, I hope. :c
03. How old is this person? HEYTEEN.

D. Andrea Dela Cruz
01. How long have you known him/her? A long, long time. :)
02. What do you love about this person? Malandeng!
03. Do you hate this person? ~~YES, JOKE LANG~~! No. >.<

E. Elise Montinola
01. Have you met their parents? Nope.
02. Worst thing about this person? Nothing. :3
03. Best thing about this person? Everything. :>

F. Alexa Francisco
01. Do you like this person? Yuh.
02. When is the next time you will see him/her? Idk. :\
03. Have you heard this person sing? I think so. o:

G. Althea Geronilla
01. Is he/she good looking? She's... okay.
02. Is this person annoying? Not to me anyway.
03. Are you related to them? HAHA, no.

H. Enrique Hormillo
01. What grade are they in? First year college.
02. Is he/she one of your best friends? Supposedly, maybe... not.
03. Ever done something illegal with this person? ... I don't think I'd ever do anything illegal with this person. ._.

I. Bianca Ilacad
01. What is this person bad at? Idk.
02. How did you meet this person? Poveda!
03. Do you trust them? Yeah. :)

J. Nikki Jao
01. They have any siblings? Yeez.
02. Do you know their favorite song? Patron Tequila, or not. WHAT'S HAPPENIN'?!
03. What would you do if they confessed they liked you? Not cool. Pinsan ko yan. ._.

K. Adrienne Kalaw
01. What would you do if you had never met this person? Beats me. ._.
02. Do you like him/her as a friend? Okay lang.
03. Would you go to Disney World with this person? I would go to Disney World with anyone. XD

L. Drea Lopa
01. Is this person taller then you? Maybe we're the same?
02. Do you enjoy being with this person? Sure. :P
03. Do they live close to you? Drea lives crazy far from a lot of people, lol.

M. Daphne Marcelo
01. How old were you when you first met? I think 5 or 6, depending if it were Kinder 2 or 3. o:
02. Whats his/hers pets name? I don't know if Daphne has pets. :\
03. Ever danced with this person? Ballet recital, omg. HAHA.

N. Nadine Gutierrez
01. Are you related? Doubt it.
02. Could you live with this person? Sureee.
03. What school do they go to? I honestly don't know. ._.

O. Cara Ozaeta
01. How long have you known them? Since Kinder. :-j
02. Where do they live? Dunno.
03. Are they friendly? Yeez.

P. Alex Pajaro (Actually Abi came out again so next person na lang :o)
01. Have you been to the mall with this person? Don't think so.
02. How about a sleepover with them? Nope.
03. Does this person have a job? No?

Q. Anjo Querol
01. Is he/she one of your best friends? Uhhh, hi blockmate.
02. Does he/she have any siblings? Uhhh.
03. Do you go to the same school? Ateneo!

R. Camille Del Rosario
01. Have you heard this person sing? I think?
02. Will she/he repost this? Haha, no. Hello LJ.
03. When does this person look best? Idk.

S. Cara Santos
01. Is this person older than you? Nope, she's a bata. Haha.
02. Is this person single? According to her, yes.
03. How many times do you talk to this person in a week? I'd have to say never actually. :\

T. Jay Tan
01. Would you do anything for him/her? We're not close so probably not.
02. Do they have a celebrity look a like? IDK. =))
03. Have you met any of his/her family? Nope.

U. Nina Unlay
01. Have you ever danced with this person? Maybe, maybe not. Not sure?
02. Are you related to them? Nurp.
03. Do you think they are funny? Nina is funny when she looks for food, HAHA.

V. Bea Victoriano
01. They have a crush on you? No, haha.
02. Would you hug this person? Of course.
03. Is this person your friend? Yeah.

W. Denise Wilczynski
01. Is this person loud or quiet? I know she's loud when she's drunk.
02. Have you seen this person dance? I think, haha.
03. What color eyes does this person have? They look brown to me but I could be wrong.

X. Xavee Cortez
01. Is this person gay? Pfft, dunno.
02. Can this person dance? Meh, dunno.
03. Have you hugged this person? He hugs me... ._.

Y. Anna Yulo
01. Does this person wear make-up? Don't think so.
02. Does this person play any instruments? Can she guitar? Not sure, haaah.
03 Have you hugged this person? When I saw her last, I think Podium, yeah. :)

Z. (I don't have a Z :\)
1) Does this person have MSN?
2) Where have you met this person?
3) When will you see this person next?

... Okay, no one has sent me anything for the lab report yet. Hayyy, whatever. I'm The Shit by Kanye West gets stuck in my head a lot, especially during Math for some odd reason. o.o

(Belated happy birthday Ryan Ross and happy birthday Spencer Smith!)

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Now the sky could be blue
I don't mind
Without you it's a waste of time

Perfectly emo for emo month. ♥
(Expect more of these...)

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 13:45:26 GMT

I've decided to take a breather from Stevan Javellana's Without Seeing the Dawn after reaching page 216. I'm proud to say that I'm already at the second half, or rather second book, of the required reading material. I really want to finish it before sleeping tonight and I hope that I can get a grade higher than a D on Wednesday's long quiz about the 359-page novel. Insane, right? And I only started it Wednesday.

Today is National Heroes Day but because it falls on a weekend this year, we celebrate it tomorrow. Instead of going out and celebrating the freedom our heroes fought for, I'm going to be stuck at home studying for yet another Physics long test on Tuesday, which is why I aim to finish this crazy book tonight.

So much for the long and supposedly parentless weekend.

(Supposedly because I've had two meals with the extended family: dinner at Bizu last night and Chinese blah for lunch today. Also because mom won't stop texting. Texting from anywhere outside of the country is expensive, woman! Enjoy Singapore, ~~buy me clothes~~, and ask us whatever when you get back tomorrow night, okay?)

This is college life so far: I like the amount of free time we're getting as freshmen this sem but that might change come the second half of the year (Math 19, wtf!) and onwards. I still try and unfortunately fail to equate their letter grades to Poveda's. I don't eat lunch anymore, I still sleep late, and I'm failing Math. Besides the last thing, college is pretty okay.

Anyway. Have I mentioned that I finished Plants vs. Zombies yesterday, that I think I'm letting go of you (I think?), that I don't know why I'm hanging on to you (?), that I know who he is DUH, that I really want to visit Poveda, that Up is just the cutest thing, that I miss 4D, that I'm constantly listening to Dream A Little Dream Of Me or Michael Buble in general again, and that stress and sleeplessness is acnefying my face?

... Is it me or is this long? THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID! 8D

Edit:

It's 02.08am and I have 79 pages to go but I'll finish them off when I wake up. Fail. :\

Sun, 23 Aug 2009 18:12:44 GMT

MLIB: My Life Is Boring

(Edited because I haven't updated in a week or so)

I have a Math midterm to study for in a bit. I hate how they schedule all Math-related tests at night. If the weather refuses to change, tomorrow's forecast will include a headache before, during or after hell-on-paper. Next sem I've got Math 19: WTF!

Speaking of midterms, D-pression by Lit. Two more points and I could've gotten a C. What am I doing wrong? It's fucking Lit. The results made me worry about my advisory grades that I don't really want to check up on anymore. The only subject I think I can proudly say I'm doing okay in is PE. But again, 32 forms to memorize is no joke especially if it looks like you're doing the same thing. And it's not even part of the QPI.

K is for kaleds. K!

(Last night, I learned that I should be more sneaky sneaky and vaguer. Also, that there are different kinds of cute. Apparently, I'm little girl cute. Which comes to the question: Am I not cute enough?

... My incapability of vagueness and/or sneaky sneaky-ness is bothering me. I won't have much to talk about if I choose to keep it all in. Or reserve it for kwento time with Tomic.)

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 13:07:18 GMT

School, home, nap, school work, stay up, and occasionally sleep. My current life is once again a cycle. But it's not as if that's ever changed.

Dear LJ of four-year companionship, due to this daily routine of a life, I have nothing but a few blurbs and a meme (once again) to offer as an update. Love, me

Blurb #1: I'm not really used to fixing this short(er) hair.
Blurb #2: My ears have been craving for slow and lyrically emo music.
Blurb #3: Last Friday got me thinking again, and I don't know if I am.
Blurb #4: We're never going to be more than what we are now: friends, and I accept the fact that we are but I'll go ahead and say that I'm jealous of how close you are to a bunch of the common friends we share. I guess I can't do much about that though.

And here's the meme. Facebook is full of these. Stolen from someone there.

01. Who was your FIRST prom date?
Miguel Perez, and then?

02. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
Who's that?

03. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
Beer at some-months-old.

04. What was your FIRST job?
Child.

05. What was your FIRST car?
I haven't had one.

06. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
Mike.

07. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
Seriously? Me on how to deal with my feature article.

08. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?
Teacher Lala. o:

09. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
Hong Kong, I think.

10. Who was your FIRST best friend and do you still talk?
What's his face guy from preschool, who's now friends with a bunch of other friends and who I've seen around but doesn't know me anymore. So no, we don't talk.

11. Where was your FIRST sleepover?
Grandparents' house?

12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today?
My sister?

13. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
I was a flower girl for Iforgetwho.

14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
Changed my phone alarm to a later time. :-j

15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
This is, as in, real music people artist concert: Westlife. :">

16. FIRST tattoo?
Temporary kiddie tattoos, I guess.

17. FIRST piercing?
Ears.

18. FIRST foreign country you've went to?
Hong Kong is not a country (right?) but, yeah, same difference.

19. FIRST movie you remember seeing?
Lion King. :3

20. When was your FIRST detention?
NEVER. :D

22. Who was/were your FIRST roommate(s)?
Big seester.

23. What is something you would learn if you had the chance?
Play the guitar, sing, bike.

24. Did you marry the FIRST person to ask for your hand in marriage?
You know, I've been like single by default since ever. ._.

25. What was the first sport that you were involved in?
Badminton. :P

26. What were the first lessons you ever took?
Ballet for three years, yuck Kinder.

27. What is the first thing you do when you get home?
Change into shorts.

28. Who do you think will be the next person to post this?
Either Nina, Katria or Mica. Just guessing, haha.

Edit:

Blurb #5: You know, you're kind of annoying. I'm going to block/stealth you soon. I'm also going to kick your ass if you didn't follow what I said.

Thu, 13 Aug 2009 13:14:13 GMT

(Someone get me a top hat!)
One year ago today, I rushed out of school wearing my red Urie hoodie over our dengue outfit to go to Panic At The Disco's cd signing in Podium. And because Brendon's such a sweetheart, I got them to sign both my cd booklets.

Tomorrow marks the one year concertversary they had here, the best one I've been to up to this day (I still love you, Maroon 5; don't worry). I love the magic of front row center seats.

Summary: ♥ x 9883798237577385
(Brendon Urie, you still make me sweat. Can I marry you?)

Fri, 07 Aug 2009 15:44:57 GMT

If it's you for me forever.

It's by the Jonas Brothers, I know, but this song is so asdfghjklop. Huuu, I want a Peter Pan. ♥

I have ARPT-related kwento to share: I wore my Seniors jersey to training today. Apparently, my sister wears hers too when she trains. The first time she did, sabaw!Jiggs and sabaw!Filbert were repeatedly saying "walang anuman" behind her. Her jersey says TY at the back... Super benta to me, sorry. WAHAHA!

And tonight, the varsity people have an inuman which my sister can't go to. They had one last Thursday too. My sister didn't attend that one either but seester said that they were looking for Sam and Sam that time... I am the latter Sam. I feel special. :">

Tagged by Sophie on Facebook. It took me a while to do this. I was also really sabaw when I started. HAHA.

01. This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
Anything to cure boredom. GIMME.

02. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
It'd still be Ty. I text my sister a lot now, HAHA.

03. Were you happy when you woke up today?
I was okay, I guess. My first class was at 11:30am. :-j

04. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
Uhm, I don't even remember when that was.

05. What is the last thing someone bought you?
I'm just going to guess and say it's something I didn't ask for that my dad bought for me. Lol.

06. What's something that can always make you feel better?
High school friends and actual interaction with my blockmates. Oh, and free cuts!

07. What are you excited for?
The rest of my sabaw/sabog Friday night.

08. What were you doing yesterday?
Usual procrastination due to nothing-much-for-the-next-day.

09. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
Since it's normal for my mom, I think Enrique. ._.

10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Kozui chicken and rice numnum.

11. Have a best friend?
Hoyaaz.

12. Are you scared to fall in love?
Hmm, I don't knowww.

13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Yesss.

14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
OMG "GREGORIO", GO AWAY.

15. What time is it right this second?
10:18pm.

16. What do you want right now?
Right now, I want something to do or someone I can chat with who doesn't annoy me.

17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Me, my food, and the tv. Refer to latest DailyBooth update. :P

18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
Single by default, ahuhu.

19. When was the last time you cried?
Really long time ago because I don't remember. c8

20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Dysfunctionally functioning family. We be ay okay, k.

(I'm so fucking bored. I think I'm going crazy, omg ._.)

21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
Not really. o:

22. How fast does your mind change?
Depends on the situation.

23. I bet you miss somebody right now.
If you say so, HAHA.

24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
I'm okay and retarded. =))

25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
Because they can/want to?

26. Tell me what's on your mind.
KROOKROO.

27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Sembreakkk which is actually in two but same difference, HAH.

28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
I wear boxers all the time. :>

29. When did you last talk to your number one top friend?
I don't have a number one. I am not ASSOC. D:

30. When is your next road trip?
I dunno. I heard talk about a block outing to Alabang or something. Homzg, farness.

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
Mmm, no. I tell them different things sometimes. It's depend.

32. How's your heart?
~~Searching~~. Beating.

33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
~~Excuse me. This is ME you're talking about. I'm ALWAYS important. WAKOKO~~. Ehhh, sometimes.

34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
I highly doubt it. But if ever, I hope it's someone I like. :">

35. What are you planning on doing after this?
Maybe try to finish a level of Plants vs. Zombies or sleep or do school stuff.

36. When will your next kiss take place?
My mom is so annoying, okay.

37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
No. Sighsigh.

38. Who do you not get along with?
I honestly don't get along with people who annoy me but I try to hide it so no one can really tell unless they know I can't take the damn person.

39. What does your third recent text say?
"AHAHAHAHA. Aiane's going to be there. She'll be pissed" from my sister. NOBODY LIKES YOU, "GREGORIO"!

40. What are you wearing right now?
Glasses, hoodie, shirt, shorts, underwear. 8D

41. Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
~~Am I, Tomic~~? Maybe I am since I'm not doing anything about it but, you know, it might not ever happen anywayyy.

42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
Most probably early last school year. I miss the sandwiches in the canteen even if the line was always long. :c

43. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
Idk. Margot's always pretty. :3

44. How did you feel when you woke up?
Obligated to get out of bed.

45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Sure. Why not waste some load on me? XD

46. Do you crack your knuckles?
I can't help it. If I don't, it'd feel like my fingers won't work. >.<

47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Reading EnLit stuff.

48. What is your middle initial?
I for Ibarra.

49. Who's the first B in your contacts?
Uhm, Bada La'O. Haha.

50. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
If you consider my laughing at Filbert sleeping on a bench, this afternoon. Or last last night, because of this. ROFL.

51. Your number one top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
There is no number one, but I WOULD. DX

52. Last awkward moment?
English time, when my proposal and Mike's were called out. ._.

53. Are you afraid of the dark?
Sometimes. o_o

54. Do you have good vision?
HAH. HAHA. HAHAHA. Gawd no.

55. Have you ever tripped someone?
By accident, I think?

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
Many people, many times. But it's all good. :D

57. Are you Irish?
Yellow moon, pink hearts, green clovers. Nope, lolz.

58. Do you use chap stick?
Nope. o.o

59. Do you have any scars?
A few old ones. They take forever to lighten up. Boo, whiteness.

60. Is there someone you will never forgive?
Depends who and what he/she did. -.-

61. Do you laugh off embarrassing moments?
I try to.

62. Name the last person to text you?
If I didn't start it, my mom. But the last text I got's from my sister.

63. Would you marry someone eight years older than you?
Why not?

64. Can you go in public looking like you do?
Mmm, not really.

65. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
In the middle. :3

66. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
Depends who.

67. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
I wouldn't know, haha.

68. Do you fall for people easily?
~~I don't really know. Do I~~? No comment.

69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past five days?
Let's see. There's Jessie, Ordy, Nina, Elya, Ron, Enrique, urtsurturah.

70. Do you miss the way things used to be?
I miss not having to carry a bag the whole day. I miss staying in airconditioned rooms. I miss high school.

71. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
A lot but I don't really know exactly how much that would be.

72. Song you're thinking of right now?
Hey Baby by the Jonas Brothers, omg. :))

73. Want someone back in your life?
I want you back in my life... NAAT. Batch '09, definitely. ♥

74. Will tomorrow be better than today?
Can't tell.

75. What’s the color of the shirt you are wearing?
Blue and green.

76. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
Nope.

77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
If I know it's a lie, duh.

78. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
Tomic. Serge. No one for sure?

79. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
Depends depends depends. c:

80. Is there anyone you wish who would fall in love with you?
Hi. ♥

NOTE TO SELF: Tonight, you were home alone for a long time. You were extremely sabaw; kind of a retard. It was fun while it lasted. XD

Mon, 03 Aug 2009 13:50:56 GMT

Old enough to know, too young to care.

Stuff in no particular order:

One day, I'll have a birthday I'll love and enjoy 100% of (~~with Sober Club!~~).
One day, I'll be less shy and more antisocial.
One day, I'll be able to speak better Filipino and maybe a couple of other languages.
One day, I'll learn how to play the guitar (and sing).
One day, I'll learn how to play video games.
One day, I'll finish Plants vs. Zombies and start World of Goo (and finish it as well).
One day, I'll understand the point of Friends For Sale.
One day, I'll start the next internet phenomenon.

Someday, J ipqf zpv sfbmjaf uibu J "dsvti" zvp and uibu zvp gffm uif tbnf xbz upp.
Someday, I'll be completely (or even just almost) happy and contented with life.

But it's a new month, I hope it'll be a good one. 83

(Can I just share: Today we had our own "lottery" in Lit. Our group got picked and I ended up getting the paper with the black dot. I had to answer questions about the story. It was a quiz I had to take for and in front of the class. So my grade is theirs too. I got 6/10 and felt bad at first, then Ms. Doplon said it wasn't a quiz anymore... k ._.)

Tagged by Phets on Facebook.

Have you ever received a love note?
Post-it love notes. :">

Has anyone ever broken a promise to you?
Yes. ._.

Has your heart ever been broken?
Mmm, I think?

What was your last bruise from?
*looking for bruise* There's one on my leg. Maybe I hit a table or chair somewhere.

Is there anyone out there who you just wish would fall off the earth?
Not at the moment. :D

When was the last time someone disappointed you?
Sometime last week?

Is there something or someone that you're currently waiting for? What?
Yeah, you knowww.

Ever feel like you just wanna get away?
Oh, yes.

What's one of the funniest things you've seen/heard all day?
Chinese + Indian = Chindian or Chindese, gagong Cuayo =))

Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
Dad and/or sister. o:

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Father!Ty and close opposite sex friends (I reread 'opposite sex friends' and it sounds so odd, lol)

When will the next time you will kiss someone be?
If my parents insist, later?

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a J?
So random, no.

Do you cry a lot? Have you recently?
Depends, and I haven't.

Have a best friend?
Hoyeah, oh hai. 83

If you were upset, who is the first girl you would go to?
MicaSol and Pob. :9 (LOOK I USE YOUR WEIRD FEZZ)

Do you need to say anything to someone?
Not now. Not... ever?

What woke you up this morning?
Alarm clock and phone alarm.

How many people have you had strong feelings for this year?
I don't know what's for real and for fake. ._.

Are you scared of losing the person you like to someone else?
♥

Are you ashamed of your past?
If it's about embarassing but cute babeh stories, a bit. Aheee. :">

Have you ever cleaned up someone else's vomit?
Baby cousin, I think?

Anything you're giving up on?
Right now, I want to give up on college but I can't. >_<

Do you take walks often?
In school, to get to my classes, haha.

Think of the last person who said "I love you" that wasn't family, do you think they meant it?
... Hmm, don't remember who it was eh.

What did you do today?
Cram homework, go to school, sleep, eat, shower, this, and homework later.

Is there anything that you are craving right now?
Selene's chocolate cake. o_o

How many times have you dyed your hair?
Once and maybe never again.

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Single by default.

What is the last thing you cooked?
I defrosted the macaroni salad because it was frozen...? o.O

Ever slept naked?
I can sleep without shorts but please not nekkid.

Who do you wish was with you at the moment?
4D and hohummrum (read that, it's fun to say!)

Last time you cried?
Dunno. o:

Do you feel like your wasting your time on someone?
Uhm, Idk.

What do you do on the weekends?
Sleep, bum, eat, sleep.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Meh, I wouldn't remember.

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
I love my bed. 83

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
Yeah, hi friends. c:

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
People who ask too many questions. x__x

Have you spoken to your mother today?
I kind of have to. ._.

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
A while ago. :-j

When was the last time you saw your number 1?
I don't have a number 1. :\

What are you listening to right now?
The Take My Hand remix. c:

Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
Sigh.

What is your mood?
One homework to pigeon hole-ify so I'm okay. :P

Have you ever gotten alcohol poisoning?
Is that another way of saying drunk? I have, so what? I know now anyway. Pthbbt.

What do you usually do right when you wake up?
Hit the snooze and go back to sleep for a few minutes or stretch in bed till the next alarm goes off.

What's one thing you want more than anything in your life?
To survive the Areneo and passpasspass. And ♥

If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
With friends/4D/Batch '09. Hi Poveda, I miss you. College is a bitchier bitch than high school ever was.

I just realized that I use too much faces at the end of my answers on memes. o.o

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 12:30:19 GMT

I didn't want to update so soon but a special occassion that falls on this day calls for it. Year after year, I'd try to make a long entry but this year, a simple line would suffice.

Happy fourth birthday, LJ. ♥