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[21 Nov 2009|03:43pm] |
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And all the world is calm.
I had a five-hour break yesterday that was spent in the range at first, then on to Katipunan. I'm bored of writing my Math notes, so:
Since I knew about the Katipunan tambayan beforehand, I decided to train for an hour, my usual. I like training in the morning because no one's really there to judge my shots. I was with Jiggs and Vince though who made me tagabantay ng range (for the first time ever!). I was alone for ten minutes trying to figure out how to plug my phone into the speakers until Carl and other people arrived. They were playing music from Lapus' iPod, sad and sentimental (Sorry, Carl. I didn't mean to diminish your manliness even more. HAHA).
Jessie and I walked to Cantina to meet up with Enrique. Cantina again, you ask? Why, yes, another pitcher of zombie among three people. In the late morning. During school hours. Twice in one week (NOTE: I am not an alcoholic). We watched the latest HIMYM episode for Jessie's sake, and played with Enrique's photobooth and iTunes.
Enrique drove us to Yellow Cab but when we got there, there wasn't a single R35er inside. So we walked back to Ateneo and found out that people were just about to leave for Fidea's. The going and coming meant squishing in Cuayo's car. The during was filled with Hot Banana. And ending with almost the whole class coming to Lit late, oops.
Yesterday was a good day, all in all. Hopefully, tomorrow's CVAC will be too. :)
(I had to shift in my seat so none of my fat could be felt. What was that in the Cantina booth, huh? Hmm.)
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[18 Nov 2009|07:26pm] |
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I didn't nap this afternoon so I'm sleepy as hell. My headache from Cantina-ing has gone but I honestly wouldn't mind having a drink in the late morning or during school hours again, Gatb. c:
... And that was pretty much the highlight of my day.
It's funny how I'd ask someone how their life's going and they'd have something to share (except for you; you're always bored). I, on the other hand, have no real answer to my own default awkward/silent moment icebreaker (like you; we're so alike).
(Have I told you that John Mayer has finally made it to teh sexxs? Yes, I love him and not just the music. ♥)
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[15 Nov 2009|11:17pm] |
"Half of my heart's got you"
(Because I can't keep/stop loving you)
... John Mayer, what are you trying to tell me?
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[06 Nov 2009|11:05pm] |
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"Boring" pretty much describes my typical Friday night and my entire sembreak when I'm not eating, watching or sleeping. Hmmm, Hong Kong was okay; the same. And I have not accomplished anything I planned to do this break (rewrite first sem notes, read Dog In The Night-Time, and start playing World Of Goo) because I'm Charley; I'm lazy. Second sem starts in a couple of days so whatever, I guess.
Happy birthday ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) fistfuloftheory ♥
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[25 Oct 2009|12:33am] |
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I've been doing the same thing since sembeak started: (not in order) playing Plants vs. Zombies/Solitaire, refreshing pages, catching up on shows, and eating. I've been so bored and I suprisingly haven't napped all week.
But five days ago, I went to Nina's house and bummed there instead of here along with Enrique, Ken and Santi. And four days ago, I had some fun fun swimming with Julius, Mica, Ordy, Nina, Katria, and John. It was my first time to swim in our own pool and it was the first full unboring day of sembreak I've had so far. Enrique, Jessie, Ken, Santi and Francis dropped by and sat around for like an hour or so. Even if I got really tired after, I wouldn't mind another one of these. Maybe when I get back (?) :3
Anyway, I'm supposed to be ready to go to the airport by 6am later since our flight's at 9am but at this time, I'm wondering if I should even sleep. Yes, we're going to Hong Kong AGAIN. I'm so tired of all the eating, the supposed shopping, and the eating. It's all the same boring blah (and homg my dad's not bringing a laptop, huuu). The only good thing, I guess, is that we'll be back by late Tuesday night/Wednesday morning. Send me a texty text though! 8)
(I know I'm not supposed to but I miss you more than I should. Even after what you did, I don't know why I still do. I never thought I'd hang on for so long but you've somehow found a way to break me again and get me melting so easily with the little things that probably mean nothing... ♥?)
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[19 Oct 2009|12:17am] |
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(Two couple-y things that make my heart melt and/or die:
HHWW and headbutts of love ♥)
"But I'm willing to be
The one that you put on a pedestal,
The one that you see in your dreams,
The one that you hide your true self from,
The one you want to please"
I've been on and off for a week and four days. Emo lonely sadness.
(I didn't make a playlist but I would've called it 'Love songs for no one' or something, ahaha. And, you of all people should've known that it was a big deal. Just when I thought I could --- again
... Fuck, I kind of am anyway.)
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[08 Oct 2009|04:40pm] |
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Some isms.
"...I really hope he fell in a puddle" (Hint: plastic briefcase)
"I didn't realize I was so black today" (Hint: emo)
"Why are your boobs small today?" (Hint: sex)
"My name's Julian" (Hint: Master/Cheepy)
"CANDY!" (Hint, not: the Korean Candy Man aka Sim gave me my first godfather candy 8D)
"I need new friends..." (Hint: XOXO)
"Damn it. OOPS." (Hint: nuns)
"Only love can break your heart" or "Love brings heartbreak" (Hint: icon or walking with support)
(Hints are for me so I'd remember when I look back at this)
You's.
Dear you, go for it.
Dear you, stop feeling desperate. You won't die alone.
Dear you, go for it because no one really cares about the difference in your religions.
Dear Dane, stop looking for me when you're at the range because I will pop a fucking pellet in your head, you fucking creep.
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Use Somebody and She Will Be Loved... my songs. Maybe I'll make a playlist.
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[06 Oct 2009|10:29pm] |
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Living just to find emotion ♥
( Hoorah. )
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[30 Sep 2009|04:16pm] |
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I strongly believe I have no purpose.
When I finally get the chance to help, it looks like I'm not needed anyway. I wanted to go to Poveda but they said there's nothing much to do there. I just came from Ateneo to find out that there's a hell lot of people already helping out, especially because it's the afternoon (which is why I wanted to go in the morning, big sister, ugh). And, now you say Poveda needs volunteers?
I might as well just give up.
Spending an hour and a half in the range, watching the hustle and bustle of the congested covered courts made me feel worse. Because even if I did go in and help, it's not as if I could have done more than I wanted to.
So thanks, world. I still feel guilty for not having done anything tangible in all of this. Thanks for making me feel useless and hollow inside.
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[27 Sep 2009|11:14pm] |
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"THIS TROPICAL STORM IS THE NASTIEST SKANK BITCH I'VE EVER MET. DO NOT TRUST HIM. HE IS A FUGLY SLUT." - Ondoy, You Fucking Asshole
I've heard that Ketsana or Ondoy has been compared to Milenyo and even Hurricane Katrina; it's Titanic-like in winds, rainfall, and damage.
I know it's selfish but I've been trying to think of our Lit presentation, both of my English homeworks and other requirements but the thing is I haven't been able to focus on any of them with what's been going on. It's hard when you actually know people who have been affected and specially those who you haven't heard from since it all started.
... I guess I'm thankful.
I'm thankful, that if ever my family were affected, for a three-storey house. I'm thankful that only a part of the main street was flooded and that the outside of our village wasn't as bad as the rest. I'm thankful that even if we were still in our old house, we'd only have a brownout and numerous leaks coming from the ceiling. I'm thankful that almost everyone I know is doing okay, especially for those whose first floors, cars, or everything have gone under. I'm thankful that everyone is doing what they can to help the victims of our country's latest calamity.
Knowing all of this doesn't change what's going through my mind at the moment which is practically nothing but confusion and shock. As much as I want to donate what I can, go to Poveda/Ateneo to help, or pretty much do something... anything, it feels like my brain has been defibrillated. The pictures, the videos, the stories, the evidence is just so overwhelming. It makes me feel so useless. Oh, and breaking news from CNN and BBC c/o DJ, another typhoon is coming.
I quote Pob and agree that "it feels like the end of the world and I'm here on this laptop, chatting online, wtf". It's as though the 2012 Phenomenon is true and it decided to come early... I can't believe this is happening. Hasn't the Philippines gone through enough? Are we just going to drown? When will it end? ♥
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